Confuse!

Should i or should i not???

Officially 21!

I'm officially 21 people!
hahaha..
after 5 days of celebrating my early celebration
i am officially 21 :)
on the 15October2009
finally i feel old!
xD ~ no offense ya
i'm glad things turn out to be good
hurm
in that 5 days although there is ups and downs
but i am really glad that my life is great after all!
i had celebration again and again :)
this is great
i'm loving it!

my presents :)

today family plan to have dinner at Jogoya, Starhill
hehe!
they asked me what i wanna eat..here
this is what i suggested
hehehe..feel like going there that's all

when i'm on my way :)
hehe

lalalala
the whold journey i haf been camwhoring and hurm
i'm really certified to be a cam whore :)
haha!
aiks when we reach Jogoya, Starhill
we went in and get our table cz already got booking done!
and start with the food journey
teehee!
mummy and elder brother eat lots of abalone!
but i don't desire for it thou..
so i just ate the fishes
i ate lots of fish
real lots :)
i'm loving fish so much
hahaha
and after eating and chatting
i decide to get some cakes and make a small celebration for myself
hahaha
cake is home waiting for me btw :P
aiks ~
and before that of course
me and camwhoring :P

guai lan face ^^

part of the desserts :) yummy **

and me with the cakes..omg..
i'm gaining weight hahaa!

making lanci face but tak jadi eh!

me and mummy :0

this picture gives me a feeling of superstar
hahaha.. *ahem ahem*
LOLs

law and mummy :)

me and stupid brother pose!

loving it so much!

3 of us :D

and after that we took lots of picture but can't post it all ere thou
teehee!
i love this night
my great 21st birthday :)
and went home after that!
teehee

family picture and coco baby of course
my baskin robin cake :0

mummy,coco and i :)

blow blow :)
21 21 21
hahaha
thanks again daddy and mummy and family
for the celebration!
i love u guys!
hugs and kisses!

BABE i'm officially 21...
bring me OUT :P
kidding only ^^
teehee
so soon!

Early CelebratioN!

Celebration!!!
MUH 21st early celebration :)
thanks daddy and mummy for the great party
i love you guys much and appreciate it lots
where do i start?? teehee
alright on saturday evening (10.10.09)
getting everything ready and blowing and setting ballons up up!
and decorations of course :)
ehehe
thanks for the help guys! (adrian, jay and wee fang)
of course my aunt and uncle!
after that i hafta go get ready for my night :)

im excited
*drum roll*
after getting ready and all
i still hafta wait for this slow poke to make up
my stupid kiki!

told you she is slow! haha kiki :P

after everything and dressing up
hehe this is the food and beverages :)
lots of it!
but i din really get to enjoy the food!
oops...

i'm really glad that lots of them turn up and i really appreciate it!
hehehe
peggy came as well


peggy and me :) thanks!

and i really glad that you guys make an effort to my party
i'm so happy that u guys turn up!
hehehe
my secondary mates
ahaha..
only few of them btw!
but im more than happy thou ^^

luke chin and alex ng :)

time after time
many of them came and i still have a little time to play actually
hehe
playing the balloons that kids would love
hehehe

we are just like kids! *credit to karen*

and my lovely ones :)
christine, wee fang (kiki), grace :) thanks sweeties~

of course not forgetting my best friend
my ever one
bessie ever!
she made her journey from nilai and back to nilai again!
awww..love her!

of course my CHLOE BABE :)

and thank you grandma for helping lots that nite
aww

my grandma all the way from malacca!

and after that everyone eat and chat and play
it seems that everyone is having fun
im really happy :)
hehehe

cake cutting!!! wheeee
*drum rolls*
eeyaaapppp
my lovely cake and family is here

FAMILY :D

my beloved friends! half of them..some went back *gosh*
but i'm glad!

my baby :) and yao yao the small girl (my niece)

my bestie!

jay kok!

heart her :)


and lastly me and my pressies
oops
btw sorry i din upload all the pictures here
too many
get it from facebook alryte :)
love ya!
hehehe
thanks for all the presents and wishes!

***soon to be 21 ;)

MoonCake!

It's MOON CAKE FEVER!!!

teehee!

03.10.09
mid autumn festival!
everyone is excited and enjoying
cool!
lotsa lotsa moon cake to eat :)
from nikko hotel, s'pore moon cake, mandarin oriental, Ritz-Carlton, overseas and many more

teehee!

i'm gonna be fat fat fat :(
but these mooncake are delicious
real delicious!
hehehe
I love them so much :)
hurm..

actually i had 2 time celebration
one with family and another at kok's place
really have lots of fun and of course tanglung!
the traditional one...hehehehe
and guess wad!
the tanglung actually burn contagiously and it's like 3 of it burnt off!
awww ~
there is some picture taken! hehehe

this is the effect of contagious fire! few burnt down!!!

there it goes..aww

later on i think of some great idea
haha..
taking picture for COCO with the tanglungs
guess this will be great!
hehehe :)

so....
here it goes..my little princess :D

soon we start eating and chatting :)
hehehe
so crappy and funny ^^
hurm and i had my lil'bunny moon cake

moon cake fever!

and on the exact day
i actually went to jk's house and celebrate moon cake
hehe
BBQ, beer, whisky, foods and lotsa things! of course not forgetting
MOON CAKE!
teehee :)
hurm...
bbq-ing, eating, laughing, playing and chatting
everyone was happy and excited!
kids running around and shouting here and there
ahaha..kids are busy with bbq and adults are busy talking
LOLs
so are we..later on adrian join us and i reheat the food for him
aww so sad!because he hafta work and came late!
so later on we play and play and chit chat and all
so we decide to go for a walk after that
of course with the tanglung!!!
:)
excited..real excited

the moon cake celebration pictures!
adrian with shinchan, me with hello kitty of course, jk with transformer and miyuki with lil rat
aww everyone was happy
and we play and drink and have fun to the fullest
after all
i went home and sleep!
teehee
more picture coming up!!!

words of the day = having lotsa fun ; moon caking :P

it's just US!!!

it's been some time since ever i mention about this sor por!
hurm
YES we are back here once again!
NO DOUBT NO QUESTIONS ASKED YEAH!
there is just some minor problem that occurs
and lead us to some misunderstanding
we are not small girls anymore
so just say out loud!
hurm...

really have a great time chatting with her
the memories remains and the journey began
it's up to any individuals to think or judge about this friendship
but it's just going to be a little near to perfection
i'm not putting high hope here

but hope things will goes on better as we are grown ups!
i don't care what others want to say or backstab anymore
i think this shyt is really childish and ish ~
it reli irritates me alot!!!
hurm...life is just priceless and meaningful
appreciate what we have now or we will regret later on!
i'm not trying to say any grandmother story but i'm just speaking what my hearts want
saying the truth in my heart about having this friendship!
hmmm...
you can laugh, you can say i am stupid but
this is me!
LOLS~laugh out loud though!

we will see how things goes on...
even my parents get a shocked because i told them i no longer talking to her
but later on nothing is wrong
it's still US
so i don't care, she don't care why you care???
mind your won business!
adious pinky ciaozz bella

words of the day = it's just US again!

Babe Im gonna miss YOU!

my dearest babe!

ATISYA YUNUS

i gonna miss you much
please come back to me...
time passes fast
she leaving back to aussie in 24 hours time
less than that i guess
im gonna miss u babe!
she is part of us cz we always love her
babe take care

It's smiley!

thank you TWF :)
stupid and bodoh one!
see you soon!
and hopefully things will turn out to be better :)
>.<
so soon
just some random thou

hurm..life is tough thou!
need to go thru ups and down!
need to be strong for everything
*doing assignment assignment assignment!!!
boring
OCTOBER so soon!
another few hours :)

i love u october!

oh everyone is talking about earthquake!
gosh~
in sumatera!
geeez ~
scary thou..affect some places actually!
hopefully nothing happen!
blessed :)

words of the day = smiley :)

Be my baby forever!

she is always my poser!
my lovely baby
she is the queen of everything
and she is the laughter medicine to each of everyone :)
her cute-ness kills
check her out soon
i love her to the maximum!

The emptiness inside out!

Saturday night! should be a day where everyone is having fun and releasing stress

but i'm here putting myself full with stress and staying home doing assignments!
i feel real stress
and i feel real down! emotional breakdown!
can anyone tell me why is my life so miserable!!!

i'm not being like PYM or anyone..i'm just myself
i feel dumb right now...staring at my own computer
try to apologies..please just cut it out...
don't tell me you sorry because u're not...sigh ~
why why why???
what is all this...

at last i have the guts to talk back to her and trying to make things better
but it seems that i expected to high
i'm not making or letting anyone know im desperate or something
i'm just being myself, and i miss the memories lots!
real lots..i can't resist it!
sigh ~ lots of argument i am facing these days!
i really don't know how long can i stand this shyts!!!!
do you know this feeling sucks! real sucks
sigh ~ sometimes i feel real jealous over small things but this is the nature of a libra
what can i say??? sigh i'm trying to control control and change and change
but sometimes i'm not given a chance..not at all!
i need you by myside! it's not fake or anything..this is something that i want to express
having you by my side and sharing the happiness together is something happy for me
*i hope u are reading
i'm not forcing u to choose anyone or forcing you to ruined or argue
i understand! i'm just being real emotional these days!
real!!! :(

although my birthday party and anyhting is around the corner but
i really feel blank and empty :(
can anyone save me!!!!!
i just need i really need *crying out loud*

words of the day = emotional breakdown

Emotional~

SHIT
this feeling is back
i really cannot take it!!!!
i'm feeling so miserable :(
why must this SHYT always happen!!!
i want to cry
cry out loud!
anyone there for me??????